pete = ryan [05 Feb 2006|05:55pm] [[ k so i hope this isent too confusing:: i deleted ryan ross, he is no longer here. we have a new ryan ross, who has replace pete wentz. so chloes boyfriend = ryan. all things htat happened with pete, are w/ryan instead. all my lj entrys will be edited in a matter of the next two days to replace the name PETE with the name RYAN. mo deleted pete , and i deleted my ryan. basically it was just a name and pb change. does that make any sence? i hope so.]] NEW LJ FOR CHLOE! ITS GOING TO BE :: cmoneycantees [ IT WAS WAY TO HARD TO EDIT ALL POSTS] please go add her! post comment

with a great big hug and a kiss from me to youuuu [05 Feb 2006|02:09am] nahh it was worth it. tonight preety much made my life wayy better, i dont feel like dying anymore. ryan came over, definatly cheered me up. me and bden had a very intresting, great, conversation. me and allie are amazing now. tonights convos: ( some peices of the best convos of my life ) did this morning even happen? ryspoon&c money for life. michealjackson&12yearoldboys for life. ying&yang for lifeee. TWINNZZZZFORLyfeeeee. 4 comments|post comment

but I grew out of that phase looking at these broken photographs of people [04 Feb 2006|01:27pm] [ mood | worried ] happy birthday to me i need you right now. i need you to come and save me from this nightmare. i need you to tell me everythings okay. i need to tell you what happened. i need to tell you what he did to me, and what they would have done to her. i need you to tell me that it wasent our faults. i need you to tell me i dident just ruin my best friends life. i need you to promise that if you were there, you would have done the same thing she did. i need you to promise me that he can never touch me again, that where hes going right now, its the best place for him. i need you to help me help her. i need you to make me smile again. i need you to wake me up and tell me that it was all just a horrible nightmare and it never really happened. i need you so much. this is the worst birthday ever. 8 comments|post comment

my mouth moves to fast for you to figure it out [02 Feb 2006|07:38am] this weekend has never felt so far away. got wasted last night, alone. talked to allie, i dont remember about what. woke up with my dog chewing my pillow... p.s isent life great? 10 comments|post comment

i miss you, i miss you so. [30 Jan 2006|05:32pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | finch ] 2 weeks? yeah this basically sucks. ( sappy lyrics. ugh. ) 2 comments|post comment

you like it too and i can tell [26 Jan 2006|09:18pm] [ mood | missing someone. ] [ music | taking back sunday →this photograph is proof ] " i know you know, everything." so basically my week has consisted of a:missing ryan and b:partying w/homiezz. yeah i hung out with a bunch of friends from school that i havent seen in a while, basically because ive been too busy with scene clan to pay attetion to them. so we partyed yesterday, crazy for a wensday night i know, but it was a blast. i really miss the days where i partyed every night and forgot what it was like sober. lately im sober everydayyy. poor chloes loosing her old ways, it kind of sucks. oh well tho, i loveeee my life. btw im in vegas, for those who dident know me and ryan left new york a couple days ago. i havent talked to ryan in 9 days. so not the shit. i really miss my ryspoon, its like i dont know how to live right without that kid. its sad how much i rely on him, but really hes the guy that makes me wake up everymorning and go to sleep at night, with the anticipation that i get to see him the next day. i havent even texted him, called him, seen him, or anything in more than a week. its bumming, but ill get over it i guess. but ry, when i next see you, you better make up for it ;) haha. oh allie, is our plan still in the for sure? because i still have all the stuff in my fridge. i really think there going to go crazy when they see what were wearing, ahhaa. and no ones going to belive that the plan we have planned is the plan. there like, wtf couldent it be more scandalous? lol. anyways, im bored and watching stevens untilted rock show. hawthorne heights is special guest. there preety awesome, and the singer guy is kind of cute in a ryan ross kind of way haha. ;) but not as cute as my main man. so ill leave you w/ some pictures from the party last night, im still feeling the affects. ahh headache. ( cant see chloe: they suck. cant see chloe: horribly alliexkatt: ew. cant see chloe: like a mix of moby and bjourk with like.. some indie drago shit.  ) so yeah, i think everyone should come over to chloes... bring asprin tho, im out.plus the pool was just cleaned, and my pool was made for only one thing, and thats skinny dipping. xoxo, c money 13 comments|post comment

[forget the userinfo date] were breaking freee. high school musical<3 [21 Jan 2006|10:54pm] HEY HEY HEY MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP SUPERRRR SOON. and im updating my LJ way to much. mark your scene calender bixches<3:: FEBUARY 4th = CHLOES 18TH BIRTHDAY im legal soon :) [[ i changed the date from the 3rd to the 4th for becca<333]] 11 comments|post comment

new friends are goldennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn [21 Jan 2006|09:21pm] Chloe's dramitazion of how life would be if it were perfect:: JAJAJA edit:: ITS A JOKE. gosh people. allie gets the jaja. its all fun and games, i dont mean any harm :) but i have to admit its preety hilarious, and my pete drawing, DAMNNNN SEXY 11 comments|post comment

some things i may have taken for granted again and again [20 Jan 2006|03:56pm] [ music | the phrase that pays ;by; the academy is.. ] 'hold your head high heavy heart. so take a chance and make it big, cause it’s the last you’ll ever get.' fall off girls ankel hurts again :/ ugh. so this time, i fell down a stair case. first a couch, now a stair case. thats just granddd. i had to get my little ankle brace thing put back on :/ rawrrr. i really hope its off before the dance, so i can make a commotion and dance like the 80's child that i am. we all miss the old days, atleast, i know i do. i miss the days where you could dance around in your scrunchies and hot pink pants and not worry about getting purple paint spilled on you at dances or about pete stealers. i really cant wait for this coming up weekend. petes supposably not busy, and i get to rescue him from his busy life and cuddle with him allll night<3 i miss doing that hah.when im with him he makes me feel like im not the huge loserrr-slut that i think i am, and he even gives me butterflys just looking at me :).no seriously tho, just thinking about the kid makes me want to jump on him ugh, to bad hes not around ;) then after i get my p rock time i get to hang out with my lovesss mirmir alliekat johnnybear bden and ryspoon and maybe even lohloh!. they seriously make my life amazingg. i know i say that all the time, and i bet it gets annoying, but they really do. idk. allie im sorry for complaining to you last night about you-know-who and you-know-who. i guess im just a bit on the insecure side, basically because im not that great of a person. :/ and theres alot better out there than me, probley the girl i was talking about. oh well, im over it. for now. i know you wouldent lie to me, and i guess all the things you said about him were true. its just going to take me a while to belive it. i really dont belive any of the gossip thats been going around school, seriously, people need to get a life. gossip is sooo 8th grade, and 8th grade was completly lame. almost as lame as that one time when i was playing with a little kids drum set in the ny hotel room, and i stuck the stick right thru the drumhead. i couldent show johnny what a wonderfull drummer i was once i did that. s0 lyke t0tally st0p aightt?! Question of the day[because all the scene kids do it]; have you ever felt like you could do better , than what you have right now? xoxox, fall off girl --aka c money i almost forgot to put i love pete and the scenesters in this entry. uh oh. so yeah there ya go, i love pete and the scenesters. haha. 10 comments|post comment

i liked you a whole lot better before you became a fucking myspace whore [17 Jan 2006|07:36pm] [ music | the patron saint of liars and fakes ;by; my babys band<3 ] ♥well, i would be sad if your boyfriend was mad at me too --->LOL thanks alliekat.xD ♥im in a great mood now, im listening to live rips of ' we dont take hits , we write them' and goshh. pete. stop sounding sooooooo gorgeous. i mean, patricks singing and all, but you introduced the song&stuff. idk. ♥lmao. chloes a loserrr. ♥i havent drank from my waterbottle in a while, so i go to get it out of ryans fridge, anddd.. its almost gone. who the hell drank my holy water? i blame johnny. lmao. ♥today is fun! even tho its boring as hellll. ♥ girls, you could make our lifes completly misserable, as we could do with you belive me, you've done your job. but miserable, in a good way, if thats possible. i love all the scenesters. espcially one.. :) 28 comments|post comment

[16 Jan 2006|12:02pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | this is me ;by; the rocket summer ] im a such sucker for a sweet talker. screened comments [ oh and unlike a certain bitch i know, i wont unscreen them]; post anything. anything at all. tell me how much you love me, or how much you hate me. tell me if what we have is real, tell me if it just wont work out. whats your favorite memory with me? your worst? just comment anything. i want to know how you feel.. post comment

im a wishfull thinker with the worst intentions [15 Jan 2006|07:22pm] lets get theese teen hearts beating faster, faster. chloe hates really tall fat scary guys on new york streets. thank you papa joe. for not letting me get my ass kickedd. and for getting us into TRL, even tho it was my famous pout. i love how the crew walks down the streets of new york like idiots. with ryan on allies back.. me and johnny talking about pete singing britney spears in some room.. and loosing a frog? or something. joe being my pimp daddy. and just randomly shouting ryan really loud. idk, today was fun. it could have been alot funner tho. the last time i kissed you was like a week ago, its kind of weird idk. :/ i miss the simple things. everybody who loves chloe, call her plzzzz. unless i had to, ill do what i got to. the truth is; you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath, i'd appologize for bleeding on your shirt. xoxo c money 27 comments|post comment

[15 Jan 2006|01:39pm] [ mood | busy busy busy! ] [ music | the only difference between ..[etc?] ;by; p!atd ] sit tight im going to need you to keep time come on just snap snap snap your fingers for me. my day: me&joe are going to time square. were going to be cool& hang out. later, me& ryan are going shopping. after that.. maybe i get to spend time with my one and only?. that would make me super happy. very happy . ilyy. applause applause, no wait wait, dear studio audience i have an announcement to make. it seems the artists theese days are not who you think, so we'll pick back up on that on another pageeee.. ILY P!ATD. i cant get that song out of my head, wtff. I HATE YOU BDEN&RYAN. ughh ughh. stop having good music? aiightt. aightttt. c-money. baby, i dont want to go to the sweetheart dance with ryan.. hes going to ask this other girl.. soo.. go with me? :)<333 P.S I MISS MY BESTEST, ALLIE KAT. 16 comments|post comment

sware to shake it up, and you sware to listen. [13 Jan 2006|08:06pm] i miss my friends, but ill see you guys soon. cant some people see that im trying to drop out of the drama? making a competition dosent make anything better. at all. so just shut up and stay out of my life already.. im staying out of yours.. on a better note, i love new york. and i love pete . and i feel like going to some mad rad club and dancing with all the panic boys. but only if there musics playing. there geniusus. but not as much as those boys from fall out boy! xD obsess much? no way. UGH CHLOE YOUR SO CLINGY. like back off. goshhh, or your going to loose the kid. what a loser, talking to her self 8 comments|post comment

so many kids but i only see you [12 Jan 2006|06:35pm] [ music | lying is the most fun a girl can have without...;by; p!atd ] im in new york. i came here this morning.. after i talked to allie and we might have sort of said some bad stuff and wished we could kill some people.. but i said no. death isent good, althought putting that freak away for life so he cant touch her ever ever again wouldent be so bad and you have no idea how amazing it was to see pete. even tho i ,ike hated him last night,now i just want to jump into that limo and make out with him like crazy rockstars. oh goddd. hes so freaking gorgeous, i almost forgot! and goshh that kid.i cant even put it into words. new york is gorgeous, even tho i miss my alliekat and johnnybear and mirmir. ily guys. oh and brianne, im really waiting for that whole ' ruin your life' and 'make a big scene' part.. i told you what would ruin my life, and darling your not getting either one of them. they make my life what it is. and you cant take either of them away from me. allie&pete, you make my life amazing. but johnny&miriam, your amazing too... just not as much IM SO SORRY about that tho. hey scenester skanks, LETS PARTY LIKE ITS FRESHMAN YEARRR. those were amazing times. wonderwoman costumes and alot of other stuff. i love you baby. 15 comments|post comment

[12 Jan 2006|07:39am] i overreacted last night. im sorry and i love you.. forget about everything i said before, your the most important thing in the world to me. and even if i wanted to, i couldent have broken up with you anyways. i love you 6 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2006|09:47pm] what hurts the most? im too wrapped up in my own problems to see whats eating away at my best friend. what a selfish bitch. oh and a idiot too, ill just add that to my list of labels.

it seems all my latest entrys turn into shout outs. [11 Jan 2006|07:46pm] whatever your feeling right now, im here to feel it with you. your my bestest and my alllie kat. never ever forget that. i want to see you, so we can chat up a storm about what happened. whatever that was. i love you with all my heart, and although it might seem like your the one causing my pain, your not. its my own problem because im insecure with the fact that im not good enough for you, and you can have her if you want her. . im sorry if im hurting you at all, i dont mean it. i love you fall out boy, <3 your fall off girl. johnny, when the world goes to hell.. i know you will be the one in the sauna with me dear god, let the kiddys know ill be okay , and please god, make them okay too. ive never begged for anything from you before, you could atleast do this. 6 comments|post comment

[08 Jan 2006|10:49pm] lmao@at couple entrys ago. chloe is NOT single. ily<33333 9 comments|post comment

[08 Jan 2006|09:12pm] [[chloes PB was changed to jac vanek, dont let it clash with petes jac. cus her names chloe. lmao. ]] post comment

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